Beneficial Love

(Album: Diary Of A Lost Child - 2020)

(Yung Lan on the track)
Whole fifty K stacked for my bags I ain't have a pot to piss in
(LC)
Wish I recorded that last time when was by the beach kissing
(Hundred bands for a kilo, nigga)

Wish I would've recorded that first time that we settled 'cause you might not get that picture
Got it out the mud, I had to dig with no shovel, promethazine I'm sipping
Never competition, only levels, lil' homie, who got the bigger deal?
Caught in my thoughts like how the fuck they hate on me, I ain't have a pot to piss in?
Even though they 'round me, they can't feel my pain, is it 'cause I'm that I'm beneficial?
They ain't fuck with my when I was all by my lonely locked down on Carl Griffin
We [?] we from the project bitch
What I was taught don't put a bitch 'fore your homie, it's all 'bout perseverance

For a dollar bill, never ask me how I feel
I took a loss to be the boss so that big homie who been super trill
Telling you I love you, that's gon' cost me in the end, I'm just so super real
Or why he walk 'round with a cape? 'Cause he the neighborhood superhero
Swim a thousand miles in the ocean all for you, baby
I sipped the syrup to reimburse what make me feel this way
You been there for me when I was hurt, remember still to this day
Big 33 that sosa turnt, fool kept his steel on his waist
2020 my year
The type of time I be on frozen, my dear
Like fuck the phone, when I grinding, I don't wanna talk to my peers
Double-R Ghost [?]
Out of all the things I did, this what you do to me
Amiri denim, wear 'em through the week
Check out drip, I leave out Louis Vs

Wish I would've recorded that first time that we settled 'cause you might not get that picture
Got it out the mud, I had to dig with no shovel, promethazine I'm sipping
Never competition, only levels, lil' homie, who got the bigger deal?
Caught in my thoughts like how the fuck they hate on me, I ain't have a pot to piss in?
Even though they 'round me, they can't feel my pain, is it 'cause I'm that I'm beneficial?
They ain't fuck with my when I was all by my lonely locked down on Carl Griffin
We [?] we from the project bitch
What I was taught don't put a bitch 'fore your homie, it's all 'bout perseverance

You sniffed that powder just to go catch a body, mean you ain't really 'bout it
Pluto put a beam on that 380 just it at nightmares
Now fuck the culture, fuck the culture, made a statement for that past indictment
I made two mills from kicking doors and riding 'round the stolos hardwired
Main reason I keep it on go, 'cause from the lifestyle, I was sick and tired
I heard them say chances make champs, it's time to get some Super Bowl attire
[?]
I don't know what to pick, got the Lamb' or 'Rari
[?]
I done ran up a million so know I need more
Everything changed when that money come
I remember [?]
[?] we get the dope across the wall
Glocks with the sticks, niggas get extorted
Every time I think 'bout what we started

Wish I would've recorded that first time that we settled 'cause you might not get that picture
Got it out the mud, I had to dig with no shovel, promethazine I'm sipping
Never competition, only levels, lil' homie, who got the bigger deal?
Caught in my thoughts like how the fuck they hate on me, I ain't have a pot to piss in?
Even though they 'round me, they can't feel my pain, is it 'cause I'm that I'm beneficial?
They ain't fuck with my when I was all by my lonely locked down on Carl Griffin
We [?] we from the project bitch
What I was taught don't put a bitch 'fore your homie, it's all 'bout perseverance