blame game

(アルバム： the masquerade - 2019)

Oh I thought
That it was the last time
That I'd fallen for someone like you
Who don't care about all the things that I could do for you

And I know
That it's not the first time
That I've given so much away
To be left with someone who just won't stay

And I
I'm feeling so worn
Waiting to find someone
Who can make me feel warm

And you
I think you knew
I put my heart into us
And you cracked it in two

And I saw
You losing interest
I couldn't bare to think of the thought
That you'd up and leave me to be so distraught

And I heard
You say your goodbye
But denial is my greatest skill
Bending the truth to fit wishes of will

And I
I'm feeling so worn
Waiting to find someone
Who can make me feel warm

And you
I think you knew
I put my heart into us
And you cracked it in two

I'm sorry
To play games of blame
It can be easier to say it's your fault
Than facing the lack of gestalt

And I'm aware
That it's my own baggage
But please let me plead, I'll shut up but I just
Need you to let me have this

And I
I'm feeling so worn
Waiting to find someone
Who can make me feel warm

And you
I think you knew
I put my heart into us
And I was the one to crack it in two