Pills

Pop another pill
So I don't have to feel
Nothing seems so real
You are gone until
I close my eyes
Think of the ways we used to fight

I got high and I regret it
I got demons in my attic
Feel like flying like Aladdin
But I know that's not gon' happen
Real life's tragic
I got magic
Like I'm Hagrid
Let me at it

But nothing changed so I am sad again

Take me high
To the sky
Lay me down
Take a ride
Don't know why
I feel this way (but)
I'm alright
I'll be fine

Fly away
For the night
Tired of light
But you know what I'm like
Don't want to feel this way
But
I'm alright
I'll be fine

My home is a graveyard
Mine like a bombard
Eyes like a sea-far
Soon I gotta ask her

I know it can get hard
My teeth they molten
Got mind so broken
No moping
Or hoping
Mind's soon exploding
Writing like I'm Tolkien

Demon's got his hands on me
Forgetting what I'm gonna be
Other people see me and they think
They never wanted me to be me

Lying to myself
Implying I need help...
I just wanna stop feeling my sad health

Pop another pill
So I don't have to feel
Nothing seems so real
You are gone until
I close my eyes
Think of the ways we used to fight

You and me are opposite
That's why you always lose your shit
You told me I was losing it
That's why are a hypocrite
Yeah why are we still doing this
Tell me something different...
Like how you crushed my heart again

Can you hold me in your arms again...
I don't remember your face

Hold me once again...
I don't remember your face

So I am lost again
Try not to think back or I'll get sad
So I am lost again
I got nowhere to go so I'll be back