Troubles Of Today

(Aden on beats)
(That's my spark)
Yeah, wait to begin
On your skin, sat kissing it
Wait 'till the end
Need a friend, no-one listening
Never in the up, up
Even when I'm down, uh
Singing life sucks
It's the most beautiful sound

I'm on myself
I'm on myself today, ye
You're somewhere else
I'm somewhere else today, ye, yeah
I'm by myself
I'm by myself
Every day I need no help
Yeah I need no help, okay
(Where did all the love go?)
Nobody invite me
(When did all this time pass?)
I don't think they like me
(I've been living life fast)
It's okay I'll be gone soon
(No-one living life fast)
We'll find no-one like me

I think that I'ma die soon
I'm on my own threat
I don't know who to talk to
I used to have an outlet
I won't find no-one like me
I guess that's the point though
All my vision icy
Dilate my pupils can't use
Turn off the lights please
It's way too bright, it branches
Nobody beside me
Nobody besides me

I ain't 'tryna cry again
Still sitting in the driveway
Wishing I could blame you
But I know that it's all my mistakes, yeah
One more second won't forget it
Today I had a heartbeat every minute
Identify, I'm craving cyanide pills
Wanna end it all
See the tree upon the hill
But I fall flat in the grass and remember
If no-one answers the door, don't enter
Suicide, I've been losing my mind
I can't take a life, even if it's just mine
But as the days pass
I've been asking for guidance
Seeking for meanings
Someday I'ma find it

Nah, nah
Nah

Yeah, wait to begin
On your skin, sat kissing it
Wait 'till the end
Need a friend, no-one listening
Never in the up, up
Even when I'm down, uh
Singing life sucks
It's the most beautiful sound

I've never been blinded by love
Like I was when I met you
I couldn't fall asleep before I text you, yeah
Send me love notes and selfies
My sign language sucks, but lately
The mountain is clear in the morning, yeah
Days kinda slow, kinda boring, anyways
Road too strong in the evening, yeah
Hope you hear this song now I'm speaking about you

Maybe I've been in my room too much, ay
Expecting change is when I'm still who I once was

Yeah, wait to begin
On your skin, sat kissing it
Wait 'till the end
Need a friend, no-one listening
Never in the up, up
Even when I'm down, uh
Singing life sucks
It's the most beautiful sound