Complain

(アルバム： I'm Hard To Love, But So Are You, Vol. 4 - 2020)

Cut my heart out, so I left myself in bed
What a sellout, didn't hear a word you said
It's best to let me bleed
I'm the mess you couldn't clean
Drown the hell out, wash it down and grit my teeth

I, I, I take
What I'm prescribed
Just to get me by
Hope it gets me by

I don't know why it feels like life hit pause but
Everybody else is moving forward
Maybe I'll get my shit together, maybe I won't, whatever
I've got no one left to blame, but I can't complain
I got no one left to blame, but I can't complain
I got no one left to blame, but I can't complain

Happy people are the best at playing dead
What do we know? Drown it out till we forget
Catch you by the counter now with a diamond in your hand
Last year I'd be jealous but it ain't for me just yet

I, I, I take
What I'm prescribed
Just to get me by
Hope it gets me by

I don't know why it feels like life hit pause but
Everybody else is moving forward
Maybe I'll get my shit together, maybe I won't, whatever
I've got no one left to blame, but I can't complain
I got no one left to blame, but I can't complain
I got no one left to blame, but I can't complain

I been sick of myself, and I wonder what happened
'Cause I'm missing the things that I know I can't have and
Every day I wake up to another bad habit
Another bad habit, numbing my sadness

I don't know why it feels like life hit pause but
Everybody else is moving forward
Maybe I'll get my shit together, maybe I won't, whatever
I've got no one left to blame, but I can't complain
I got no one left to blame, but I can't complain
I got no one left to blame, but I can't complain