this is what i get

(アルバム： this is what i get - 2022)

They say finding love takes confidence
But you took all of mine
Now looking back at all the people
After us I've liked, I just see you
Even though we're through
So what's the point of trying
When you haunt the memories you're not even in

They say getting over someone
Is like climbing up a hill
And once you reach the peak of it
It's easier to feel, so I guess I'm
Forever doomed to climb
Cause even when I feel I'm getting close
I don't see any end in sight

And I'll say I'm over it but only to be sure
That I won't want you if you show up at my door

This is what I get
For staying when I knew I should've left
For holding on to you right through the end
Cause now you've built a home inside my head
In space you don't deserve
But I guess this is what I get
This is what I get, this is what I get
Ohh, this is what I get

They say finding love takes innocence
But you took all of mine
Now looking back I think
You'd rather choke than swallow pride
As if you could
Do something that was good
But I guess it's just easier to treat someone
So badly just because

I say I'm over it but only to be sure
That I won't want you if you show up at my door

This is what I get
For staying when I knew I should've left
For holding on to you right through the end
Cause now you've built a home inside my head
In space you don't deserve
But I guess this is what I get
This is what I get, this is what I get
Ohh, this is what I get
This is what I get
This is what I get, this is what I get
Ohh, this is what I get