Livin In the Dark

(アルバム： Boy Toy - 2018)

I don't wanna live
Without someone in my arms
But its never really lonely when your living in the dark
Blue eyed shorty came to pull up and to park
I never thought that love would be tearin me apart

Your flesh and blood
Like the ink from my pen
Bitch, I've been fucked up
You just fucked me dead
10 mg's can't get you out of my head
20 mg's might keep me in my bed
For the night
My eyes closed tight
Life feels like
A fucking nightmare sometimes

You don't wanna ask
What you really wanna tell me?
Hit me on my cell
IPhone or the enV
I can't pick it up
'Til I find where the end meets
I won't give it up
Even if it's where the end leads

I don't wanna live
Without someone in my arms
But it's never really lonely when your living in the dark
Blue eyed shorty came to pull up and to park
I never thought that love would be tearin me apart

You don't wanna ask
What you really wanna tell me?
Hit me on my cell
IPhone or the enV
I can't pick it up
'Til I find where the end meets
I won't give it up
Even if its where the end leads

I won't give it up, I swallow pride, you spit it up
My hollow eyes, I stick 'em shut
To my surprise it isn't love
Yeah I was born and raised better
Write it down in unnamed letters
Blame it all on pain, yet I'm still holding on to the same sweater
I let you wear, it isn't much
But it still makes me miss your touch
I feel it all, I'm in your clutch
I use this music as a crutch
To get myself by day to day
One day I hope I'll fade away
I pray I won't remain enslaved forever
To who I loved yesterday