Bad Mood

I don't wanna wake up in a bad mood
But baby, I can't help it, I keep dreaming of you
I buy these joints, then I light 'em
I do my nails, then I bite 'em
I don't wanna wake up in a bad mood, oh

I don't wanna wake up feeling angry
But God, I really hate the way you shamed me
For this heart that you hardened
And for this flame you fucking started
I don't wanna wake up feeling angry

Anymore
Anymore
But every time you cross my mind

Damn, I'm wasting my time
I let a loser go and ruin my life
It's six AM, I cried all night again
And everybody knows
You suck, fuck, why'd you show up
Just to look at me like that? You're pushing your luck
Till I'm a mess and you're playing pretend
I'm in a bad mood again

I don't wanna wake up in a bad mood
But I roll to my right and I can't feel you
It's unfair, just a little
But I swear that I'm a big girl
But I can't bear to wake up in a bad mood

Anymore
Anymore
But every time you cross my mind

Damn, I'm wasting my time
I let a loser go and ruin my life
It's six AM, I cried all night again
And everybody knows
You suck, fuck, why'd you show up
Just to look at me like that? You're pushing your luck
Till I'm a mess and you're playing pretend

I had this dream, God it's perfect
Where you scream that I'm worth it
You spill your guts
And finally I don't clean 'em up, so

You can finally wake up in a bad mood
After all this time, don't you deserve to?
Is it fun in your tower?
Being numb, you fucking coward
God, I hope you wake up in a bad mood

Sophie, was that too mean?