just another day

(アルバム： WORRIED SICK - 2019)

Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?

Morissette, the morning sex
The morning texts to me
The things might change in the next week
But you leaving me is a blessing
In disguise, just wipe my mind
You let me ride, the twist and turn
I'm the wicked witch that burns
I guess I'll never learn, ohh

Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?

I had to take drugs to leave my house
Losing my mind to find that out
When I say I wanna talk about it
I don't really wanna talk about it
Where is this going
What am I doing with my life
I know it sounds boring and cliche
But the more I mean, the less I say
Morphine in my veins
Will take this all away
Some days you're quiet
And always as loud as crashing waves

Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?

Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?

Running out of cash to fuel my sins
Running out of life to duel my binge
I'm never gonna talk about it
Maybe I should talk about it