Yell Heah

(アルバム： Silver Cactus 2.0 - 2019)

I just got a new apartment
And I think that that's pretty cool
But I know I'm just gonna use it
To stay home from school
And I haven't been the same since my dad died
But it's a-okay
I'm keeping it bottled up on the inside
And someone made a joke about me online
And I feel like a baby that cries all the time

What do you do when life doesn't like you?
What do you do when life doesn't like you?
I'm trying to learn to live by myself How do I convince the others to not put me on the shelf?
What do you do when life doesn't like you?

I'm skipping a class
And should be preparing for all the finals I have next week
But instead I'm just sleeping in
Trying to convince myself to get out of these sheets
Sometimes I get so comfy in sadness, it feels like a friend
But when you get comfy with her
I know I'm hitting a dead end

And I know that it's not a personality trait
I'm just trying to get everything I have straight, but it's not working out for me as well I thought it would
I'm just a kid
My life's going so fast
I turn 18 in a month and I'm hoping I will last
I'm gonna fall apart at the dinner table when I visit my mom

What do you do when life doesn't like you?
What do you do when life doesn't like you?
And I'm trying to learn to live by myself
How do I convince others not to put me on the shelf?
What do you do when life doesn't like you?
And I'm afraid things won't work out in the end
Cause it's almost like they never do
What do you do when life doesn't like you?