Watch Me Wither

(アルバム： Autumn Gloom - 2020)

Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up (wake up)
I lose my head sometimes but I know what I'm really made of
I'm turning grey again, but it's all good it's nothing new
I'll bounce right back until I sink again, that's all I do
Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up
My whip all black to match my soul, I pull up they like wait up
I hit the gas and for a moment I feel so alive
It's reckless, I know, I hope I don't crash and burn tonight

R.I.P whats new, gone too soon just like the rest
If I don't make it out alive I hope you know I did my best
I'm feeling colder by the day because the world is such a mess
I'll try to keep my head above the water, feel like drowning, hold my breath
This don't sit right, can you tell me why the
Good die so young, no more tears to cry
I can't seem to sleep, you can see it in my eyes
There's ghosts all around me, they keep me up at night

I'm trapped inside this bad news
I'm falling down without you
So tell me why you leave us
I'm calling out, I need you here now

Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up (wake up)
I lose my head sometimes but I know what I'm really made of
I'm turning grey again, but it's all good it's nothing new
I'll bounce right back until I sink again, that's all I do
Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up (wake up)
My whip all black to match my soul, I pull up they like wait up
I hit the gas and for a moment I feel so alive
It's reckless, I know, I hope I don't crash and burn tonight

Roll up, no friends
Only with my demons
They act like I mean so much to them
But I'm so blinded by the kindness that I couldn't see the fangs
They were nowhere to be found when I was throwing life away
Sick and slowly watch me wither caught up in a lie
I'll be suffering from everything until the day I die
Hope they're happy when they see me on the screen
Oh god I'm wasted
Pull me out and save me
Pull me out and save me

I'm trapped inside this bad news
I'm falling down without you
So tell me why you leave us
I'm calling out, I need you here now

Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up (wake up)
I lose my head sometimes but I know what I'm really made of
I'm turning grey again, but it's all good it's nothing new
I'll bounce right back until I sink again, that's all I do
Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up (wake up)
My whip all black to match my soul, I pull up they like wait up
I hit the gas and for a moment I feel so alive
It's reckless, I know, I hope I don't crash and burn tonight