Revolver

(album: The Things We Can't Forgive - 2021)

Maybe I'm just trying to save my mother
Maybe you're looking for a father figure
So you then can abandon him
Girl, is this what we're standing in?
Maybe I'm just being paranoid
Conversations that I had with Freud
It's just so hard to gain acceptance
Of these dreams that I had destroyed
If you pictured me as a boy
Could you find some compassion then
All the pain that I had endured
Lead me down in that path of sin
Sinking back in that black hole there
Fear is here it's a pathogen
Powerlessness of your darkness
Well it's a time warp that traps us in
Somehow now going back to then
Somehow I seen it all before
Love I knew it was never fair
I may care to go call it war
Woman, I got this bleeding heart
It's leaking out all on the floor
Maybe that's just the greedy part
Cause it only makes me want it more

This is like a revolver
I can't let this shit go
I just keep trying to solve her
I just need to let go
I'm going round and round and spinning
From the end back to the beginning
But I keep ending up in the same place
That I already been in

This is like a revolver
I can't let this shit go
I just keep trying to solve her
I just need to let go
I'm going round and round and spinning
From the end back to the beginning
But I keep ending up in the same place
That I already been in

I don't know why I believe your lies
Over and over, colder and colder
It gets behind your freezing eyes, those freezing eyes
I'm trapped inside your icy soul
That I can't even breathe inside
How could you just leave me to die
Making me guess at a reason why
Maybe I'll go get even by
Cracking the skull of either guy that I suspect
Wondering if this vibes correct
I'm driving by like twice to check
Before I roll up in his tattoo shop
Mid afternoon and slice his neck
This wrath and doom and vice
That wrecked me once is back for my respect
My respect for you was mile high
Up on a pedestal, my oh my
You were my ride or die
All that was right in my
World and my guiding light
Who woulda knew
You make me die inside
Put me in fight or flight
Bring out my violent side
I got a lion's pride
And I can't let this shit slide
Can I
Your two faces miss Gemini
With this deception is mixed up in my
Spiraled mind and kinda twisted semi
Sly design, it's a tangled web
That the spider winds till the anger spread
At your hiding crimes though the things you said
May you had my heart, that angel's dead

This is like a revolver
I can't let this shit go
I just keep trying to solve her
I just need to let go
I'm going round and round and spinning
From the end back to the beginning
But I keep ending up in the same place
That I already been in

This is like a revolver
I can't let this shit go
I just keep trying to solve her
I just need to let go
I'm going round and round and spinning
From the end back to the beginning
But I keep ending up in the same place
That I already been in