ANXIETY

(album: PULLBACK - 2022)

I can't seem to get a break
I slip on a pebble and leave blood on the sidewalk
I can't seem to get away
I give into pressure take it out on the drywall
Home stuck I might die today
I call for an answer and the said it was my fault
Self destruction engage
My only way out of this defective asylum

I'm stuck
I'm fucked
You can't even give one
Wake up
Smoke up
I can't wait to give up

I'm stuck
I'm fucked
You can't even give one
Wake up
Smoke up
I can't wait to give up

I tried to go for a walk
And got beat up at a park
I tried praying to god
He never picked up my call
He never picked up my call
I'm gonna grow up fine
I wish that wasn't a lie
I do this shit all the time
I wish that I could rewind
I wish that I could rewind

I'm going crazy
They'll never hear from my side
I know they hate me
I'll stay by myself I'm fine
I'm hesitating
I don't like going outside
I know they're watching
I'll stay by myself I'm fine

Shut up shut up shut up
Shut up shut up

Looking at me crazy
When I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say

Tired of repeating
The anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire but it's just another day

You should get a clue
I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain

You promise you've changed
Then I look at your behavior
And I realize that everything's the same

All of these things that you placed in my head got me fucked up
And now I gotta get fucked up

Everyday in my brain, see your face, got me love struck
And now I gotta get fucked up

I don't wanna begin
Going in circles again
Cuz if I do then I don't think I'ma make it

You'll start wrapping me in
And I'll start letting you win
Because I'm desperate for your love so I'll take it

Babe please call me
I've been getting racks in the morning
Balling
But it feels so worthless when she hurt me
Stalling
Wasting all my time until I hear her calling
Then she disappears by the morning

Been there
Been drunk
Every night I'm getting fucked up

Old heart
New love
It ain't built for this new stuff

Looking at me crazy
When I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say

Tired of repeating
The anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire but it's just another day

You should get a clue
I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain

You promise you've changed
Then I look at your behavior
And I realize that everything's the same

I'm going crazy
They'll never hear from my side
I know they hate me
I'll stay by myself I'm fine
I'm hesitating
I don't like going outside
I know they're watching
I'll stay by myself I'm fine

You should get a clue
I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain

You promise you've changed
Then I look at your behavior
And I realize that everything's the same...