These Days

(album: Nobody. - 2022)

Said a prayer cause I need one thing
Looking up at God please relieve some pain
I ain't changed, man but things done changed
Life keep ending up with me in the rain
Guess I wasn't meant to be unphazed
Asked for a miracle don't think one came
Shed a tear for all the time I seen pain
These days gotta try to seem sane

These days gotta try to seem sane

Trying to get a grip tight
Grip on the knots
But sometimes I can't even get a grip on my thoughts
Rather be inside a box Chevy than in a box
Rather be inside my girls box than under locks
Toast up for them bad habits that I adopt
I turned savage
Man the world savage
How could I not
Memories when I see that house
I don't try to pass it a lot
Cried when it was the bottom
Hope I laugh at the top
Look I, died so many times
On the inside
It'd make your skin rise
A couple friends died
For Fentynol inside a pill
That was pin sized
I got some family members doing that shit ten times
Things I go through
That I ain't supposed to
You learned the game the hard way
No one coached you
When up close and far away
No one noticed you
You supposed to lose
I just want to know what freedom feels like at the mall
When you ain't gotta scrape a dollar you can purchase it all
When your father built you up every time that you fall
You ain't have to build yourself back up from them pieces of wall
I tried to jog the stadium
Fog the cranium
And nothing worked my heart ain't titanium
I got the radiation without the radium
There's so much pain where I'm from

Said a prayer cause I need one thing
Looking up at God please relieve some pain
I ain't changed, man but things done changed
Life keep ending up with me in the rain
Guess I wasn't meant to be unphazed
Asked for a miracle don't think one came
Shed a tear for all the time I seen pain
These days gotta try to seem sane

These days gotta try to seem sane

Despite the evidence
That I would never live to see the presidents
I been going up on my relevance
And everybody wanna be my nemesis
The presidential suite is the residence
Woulda thought that there was an inheritance
Only thing my pops left me was disappearances
That shit was embarrassing
The jet taking when there's clearances
Making up for all the moments that I wasn't cherishing
Pain
Its a devil without a name
A bezel without a chain
A rebel without a lane
I never settle where I refrain
I elevate and I change
I wasn't tryna remain
Stains on me
Police pulled me over had that thing on me
I told people not to judge me if you ain't know me
So many people switched on me I'm the same homie
You changed on me, I'm the same homie
That money came through and you ain't know me
You changed on me, I'm the same homie
Some things I wouldn't do to the gang homie
I'm amazed, not afraid
The devil sending shots, I been ungrazed
My girl talking to me, said you seem unfazed
I can't explain it man I seen some things