Product Of The Mud

(album: Solace II - 2019)

'Cause life is a bitch and then you die
I'd rather be a product of the mud than live a motherfucking lie
'Cause life is a bitch and then you die
I'd rather be a product of
The product of the
Product of the
Product of the
Yuh ay

Life's a bitch, and then you meet your death
I've been digging through the trenches got it tatted on my chest
Bust back like a Glock
[?] I keep my thoughts high
Mothafucka' I'm the product of the mud it's hard to come by
Damn, I keep the pistol in the console
There's too many evil people everywhere that I go
Yeah I'm nervous
Anxiety surface
17 smoking weed
What the fuck you doing close the curtains
Before the cops break in
Yeah, I'm on edge
I can't control the paranoia that's inside my head
Smoking spice when the weed was low
What a stupid fucking choice
Now the demons glow
I think I need a new rap name call me young dumbass
'Cause all I gave a shit about was smoking, drinking, skipping class
Dropped out young age as 16
Can't believe my parents let me
But look at me now I'm in my dream
Stack the paper up like bacon on my plate
Rise and shine mothafucka' you ain't got no time to waste
More money, more problems
I think I was less stressed when I ain't had shit in my pockets but lit
At least I cry in the C43
Late at C
Back heat
Blast breeze through the streets
Got a ST's on me
Wasn't looking for recognition but sick of the repetition
I needed something different in this life that I live
Keep my mind off progression and positivity
Guess it's harder to live it than speak about it listen to me

'Cause life is a bitch and then you die
I'd rather be a product of the mud than live a motherfucking lie
'Cause life is a bitch and then you die
I'd rather be a product of
The product of the
Product of the
Product of the

2 Years ago in England my mind was sinking
It still is
Now I'm going back for these shows
We 'boutta kill it
Whatever is on my mind you know I'm probably gonna spill it
'Cause that's the only outlet my music's where I fit in
Fuck everything else imma be the best that I can be
Even if that means I sit in silence please don't bother me
'Cause I'm in my zone
I sit inside of my home
Without a worry in the world except for everything to do with it
Lately I've been waking up with my heart racing
Panic running through my veins, try my hardest to face it
But I don't know how to cope so I resort to the prescription
That I don't even use
Unless I'm blowing a fuse
Which is kind of a lie
A normal everyday occurrence
I just try to swim to the side avoid all of the currents
But I can't seem to shake it
It's right on top of my hills
But that's alright 'cause imma fight
There ain't no stopping the hills
Remember being broke as fuck with the blurry outlook
No one ever seemed to see me like Cena but now look
That's enough about me, how you been lately?
Keep on holding it together
I promise you it gets better
The weather will let up if you let it
I bet you'll feel better about it
If you just learn to be content
In your own skin I know you probably resent
But just remember no one's perfect in the end it will be worth it in the end it will be worth it

'Cause life is a bitch and then you die
I'd rather be a product of the mud than live a motherfucking lie
'Cause life is a bitch and then you die
I'd rather be a product of
The product of the
Product of the
Product of the