Losing It

(album: Shakur - 2019)

I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind, money
I gave you time
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
Losing it, losing it

I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my money
I'm losing my time
I'm losing a bond I had with my sister
I'm losing a bond I had with my ma
Bond I had with my nigga was one of a kind
I really missed out
Think I'm just looking for something that ain't even real
That I'll never find
Let's be for real, am I gonna find her?
Yeah, don't know how to feel, I keep getting higher
And higher
Don't know how to feel, I keep gettin'— (Yeah)
Don't know how to feel, I keep getting higher (Uh)
I'm tired

Lately, I've been tired of everything (Yeah)
Lately, I've been saying, "Fuck everythin'"
Lately, I've been praying (Lately, I've been prayin')
Bitches sliding into the Kur again
Tell 'em, "I'm leaving, I ain't stayin'" (Come on now, come on)
I done flew to LA with my last, didn't know where I was staying (I ain't even know)
Ran into Finety, said he was a fan, he gave a few bands to me (Few bands)
That was after I landed, when I knew God really had a plan for me (Really had a plan)
I left bitches stranded, can't get in they panties
Means something is wrong with me (Something is wrong with me)
I know karma gon' get 'em (Gon' get 'em)
Writing these songs get me into a state
And ain't nothing wrong with me (Into a state)
Told you there wasn't much on my plate
So I had to go and risk it (On my plate)
Long as it put a smile on your face
Really nothing wrong with it (Smile on your face)
Know that these rappers smile in your face
Then be on the song dissing (I mean)
Really something wrong with 'em (What?)

I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my money
I'm losing my time
I'm losing a bond I had with my sister
I'm losing a bond I had with my ma
Bond I had with my nigga was one of a kind
I really missed out
Think I'm just looking for something that ain't even real
That I'll never find
Let's be for real, am I gonna find her?
Yeah, don't know how to feel, I keep getting higher
And higher
Don't know how to feel, I keep gettin'— (Yeah)
Don't know how to feel, I keep getting higher (Uh)
I'm tired

Bitches eager when they could benefit (Yeah)
You could keep it if it ain't genuine
Wasn't easy, look at what I put out
Can't believe it, I'm losing all my friends
Getting heated, those days was long as shit
Can''t believe I had to stay strong and shit
Now I'm busy, gotta stay on this shit
Can't believe that we got through all this shit
Bitches hit me, say, "Can I call a lift?"
Pulled up to my crib with all this shit
Barneys, I just dip with all this shit
Niggas empty clips, I saw the shit
Right there in the mix with all the pits
Everything for grabs, take all your shit
I was in my bag, I tried to get
I straight up fell back, I called again
Now I got the wraps, the chocolate dip
Ain't no looking back, my all is in
Yo, you gotta get up and fall again
Won't forget that little saw that shit
I'ma get this right and before it shit
I'ma take my fam to all these trips
Yo, you gotta get up and fall again
Dawg, you gotta—, come on

I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my money
I'm losing my time
I'm losing a bond I had with my sister
I'm losing a bond I had with my ma
Bond I had with my nigga was one of a kind
I really missed out
Think I'm just looking for something that ain't even real
That I'll never find
Let's be for real, am I gonna find her?
Yeah, don't know how to feel, I keep getting higher
And higher
Don't know how to feel, I keep gettin'— (Yeah)
Don't know how to feel, I keep getting higher (Uh)
I'm tired