Tattooed Tears

(专辑： for those who feel nothing - 2022)

I woulda stayed there if you waited for me
I woulda loved you if you loving on me
But that's where I'm wrong (Yeah)

Too many thoughts in my head, I've been drowning, it's taking my sleep
(Drowning, it's taking my sleep)
Got drugs, got fame, got money, but I feel like I'm still incomplete
(Feel like I'm still incomplete), yeah
Lost in the world and I feel light
I've been here too long, I don't feel right
Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?
Have you ever seen your demons in real life? (Fuck)
Things I regret
I've seen things that I can't forget
I've seen many people question God
But I feel like the only real answer's death (I feel like the only real answer's death)
Look, they don't ever really understand me, conflicted by words that I say
(By words that I say), yeah
Scared to approach me, and that's why I feel like I'm always in the way
Try to write down my regrets 'til the list is done
I play with the blade 'til my wrist is numb
Pain in my heart, contradicting thoughts
I don't really understand where I get this from, so I
Tell my pain in these stories and I tattoo this ink in my skin
(I tattoo this ink in my skin), yeah
Ever since a kid they would say I was hurt with a thirst for revenge
I'm hurting again
So I fill the needle 'til I bleed
These thoughts never wanna leave
I don't feel free
So I only feed what hurts me and turn down the help that I need
(Turn down the help that I need), fuck
I don't know why I feel like this
Been so many years and I'm still like this
Fucked up thoughts in my head, I've been tryna find the end
But I didn't think it'd end like this (Fuck)

I woulda cried there if you cried there with me
I woulda loved you if you loving on me
But that's where I'm wrong