Sunset Hours

(专辑： When Stars Align - 2019)

If you're tryna find me, find me on the road
Stressing tryna get away from home
Parked on the hill, tryna be alone
Sunset hours, just to see the glow
These the moments where I feel the most
Thinking bout life, tryna find my soul
Chasing my dreams, swear I'm getting close
Dealing with things that no one knows
Dealing with heart break so much that I grew a custom to the feeling of me feeling lost
There's a girl who I left inside my past, who continues to remain deep in my thoughts
Always something to remind me, that I can't put you behind me
Good girl, bad timing, I was busy tryna find me
And I still haven't found me and that's probably the reason why I still feel I ain't find no one else
My old friend Fabbie told me you couldn't love anybody until you start loving yourself
That's when I was twenty-one, it didn't resonate with me, 'til now I see that it's real
Maybe that's why I keep making the same mistakes and I have scars on me that never heal
Not leaving my mind, I'm living in fear
I always act like I know where I'm headed
But only thing I knew
Throughout my life, without a direction
I always thought I had to change my life
Until I realized I just had to accept it
Life is not happening to me, it's happening for me
And that is becoming the message
What if the things that went wrong in my life happened to me for a purpose
And what if God had a plan all along and my tribulations would be worth it
What if through all my misery, I find my destiny
What if my misery brought out the best in me
What if my misery showed the strength left in me
What if my misery saw what's ahead of me...
And built me

Yeah
If you're tryna find me, find me in my mind
Reflecting deep, staring at the sky
Still holding on who I left behind
Thinking 'bout things that I can't decide
Thinking 'bout my lows and all my highs
What will they think when they see me rise
Am I making change, or I'm wasting time
Praying to God to give me a sign
Dealing with loneliness so much I open up to women I invite over for company
They all sound the same when they try to say, they cannot refrain falling in love with me
That's when I get silent and that's when they try to always convince me how they could be the one for me
Until they realize, I realize their agenda and that's when they get up to leave and be done with me
I'm too paranoid to let people get close
That's the one thing I'm avoiding the most
I used to always hate being alone
Until I explored my mind and my soul
I'm tryna control what I can control
The more I hold on, I need to let go
Visualizing my goals, the life that I chose
I'm free as can be, I'm cutting the ropes
I'm spreading my wings, I'm becoming me
They follow the crowd, I follow my dreams
I'm against the grain on how it should be and accept what it is
What if my broken heart taught me how I could pick up all the pieces
My parents addiction gave strength that I needed
Depression was just a mindset I believed in
And God had a plan, but I just didn't see it
Damn

If you're tryna find me, find me on the road
Stressing tryna get away from home
Parked on the hill, tryna be alone
Sunset hours, just to see the glow
These the moments where I feel the most
Thinking bout life, tryna find my soul
Chasing my dreams, swear I'm getting close
Dealing with things that no one knows
If you're tryna find me, find me in my mind
Reflecting deep, staring at the sky
Still holding on who I left behind
Thinking 'bout things that I can't decide
Thinking 'bout my lows and all my highs
What will they think when they see me rise
Am I making change, or I'm wasting time
Praying to God to give me a sign
Give me a sign
Give me a sign