Tired

Yeah, uh
Lately I've been tryna cope
I always do it alone
I just suffer on my own
Still going through highs and lows
Feels like I've been here before
Sometimes I just wanna post what I have been feeling
But I have the feeling if somebody knows
They'll use it against me, I'm used to the envy
They're good at pretending they don't
My thoughts are reflections of what I'm suppressing
Me tryna correct it is needed the most
I'm blind to my blessings, death to my perception
I can't see the lesson that God's tryna show
I recently check in a therapy session to ease the depression
I'm tryna let go
My life has me stressing and I feel disconnected
I keep second guessing the path that I chose
It blows, to manifest everything that I ever wanted
And feel something is missing
Why does my happiness come to a crashing end and then I'm the one who's caught in the collision?
When I get emotional I sabotage myself by making these impulsive decisions
I feel like everybody's out to get me
The trauma I've been through's keeping me defensive
I don't know why I never open up
There's a door to me that I'm closing shut
I'm mentally numb, I just wanna run
I love and hate the person I've become
I love me for making it on my own
But hate me 'cause I celebrate alone
I'm a sore winner, I already know
I don't wanna rap, I think I'ma fold
I feel isolated, no family or friends
I honestly feel like I've reached a dead-end
I've been tryna be optimistic but loneliness is still a feeling that's wearing me thin
Where is the old me, where have I been?
I'm searching but I no longer exist
I always lose me to find me again
But not now 'cause I don't know if I can, damn

I'm just tired of feeling low, you know?
Like just not knowing what it is, it's just like

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I'm tired, damn
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I'm tired, damn

I'm tired of waking up feeling this way, ooh
I'm tired, I'm tired

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I'm tired, damn

I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
I'm tired