obsidian

(专辑： blood lotus diary - 2022)

I don't always got pretty words to say
And I never meant the lies to be okay, I'm not okay
At this point in time I don't mind being lonely
If you really know me

Take it off
I wanna make love to you
I might end up crying because I can't see you often
Got to face my demons
Cannot find reason
Won't you ask what you wanna know?

Like where I'm at when I say that I'm working
Truthfully I'm just lonely without you

And I can't go on like this

I'm always reminded
Of what you can do
I hate that I'm lonely
And I wanna improve

We both got a lot on our minds
And anytime we say that we're fine

We both know it ain't true
We both know it ain't true

I don't do well with patience
Yet I'm falling for you
Still I can't take it
That's why I'm trying to stay away
Can't break what's already broken
Trying to keep our love in the open
Really can't explain how I'm feeling

I was often told to stay away from
Everything that made me
If I feel away I should embrace it
As if they're stepping in my shoes without the laces
Don't wanna be remembered as somebody that
Makes it and breaks it
I wanna be myself but it's hard
But in the end I always cry in your arms

And I can't go on like this

I'm always reminded
Of what you can do
I hate that I'm lonely
And I wanna improve

We both got a lot on our minds
And anytime we say that we're fine

We both know, it ain't true
We both know, it ain't true

There's no point in shining the light on me
Never had somebody fight for me
All of a sudden you've been tight on me
This type of love don't ever come for free

Can't break what's already broken
Hard to keep our love in the open
Really can't explain how I'm feeling

I don't wanna live sometimes
And I don't know what to do with these thoughts in my head
If you're really out there
Won't you come take my hand?

Can't break what's already broken
Hard to keep our love in the open
Really can't explain how I'm feeling

And I can't go on like this

I'm always reminded
Of what you can do
I hate that I'm lonely
And I wanna improve

We both got a lot on our minds
And anytime we say that we're fine

We both know, it ain't true
We both know, it ain't true

True