Special

(专辑： Special - 2021)

We met at a party
I made you nervous, tripping on your feet
You spilled my drink
And you said sorry
Told you you could make it up to me
We went from kissing on the bathroom floor
To stealing all your hoodies 'til you got no more
Swore you'd never met a girl like me before

You say that I'm so special
I'm sick of being special

Now you're calling me up almost every single week
If I'm everything you want
Why you saying maybe we'd be better as friends
It's so easy how you let go
Guess I'm not that fucking special

I know all your secrets
You know all my favorite bands
No conversation, you don't need it
Only talking to me if your
Hands are on my body taking off my shirt
Saying that you want me only makes it hurt
Your compliments are killing me they make it worse

You say that I'm so special
I'm sick of being special

Now you're calling me up almost every single week
If I'm everything you want
Why you saying maybe we'd be better as friends
It's so easy how you let go
Guess I'm not that fucking
Girl that you want
Only want me late at night
When you're feeling all alone
We both know this isn't right
Stop trying to pretend
It's so easy how you let go
Guess I'm not that fucking special

Everybody likes you I'm not the first
Damn it feels like we're in high school
You're such a flirt
Always acting like you're holy
Shit you're the worst
Bet I'd be your girlfriend if I went to church
And despite me, I keep hitting you back
And your narcissistic tendencies are making me mad
Cause if I'm such a prize
Why would you make me drive
Get me drunk and not let me stay over

Now you're calling me up almost every single week
If I'm everything you want
Why you saying maybe we'd be better as friends
It's so easy how you let go
Guess I'm not that fucking
Girl that you want
Only want me late at night
When you're feeling all alone
We both know this isn't right
Stop trying to pretend
It's so easy how you let go
Guess I'm not that fucking special
Special, yeah
Guess I'm not that fucking special
Special
Guess I'm not that fucking special