10,000 Tears

(专辑： Conflict Of Interest - 2021)

Let me get my chakras in order
Please stop planning my slaughter
I need you back in my corner
Why you burn that jacket I brought ya?
Those nights I sat in my Corsa
I was just tryna pattern my saucer
Know me from way back then
You know me from way back when
Back when I would wish I was taller
Back when I would wish I was balling
Oh, I think this is my calling
But bae ain't saying good morning
I'm just here tryna fix it
Got a tool box full with no tools in
Anything I say gets twisted
Cool off until the morning

Nights like these I could shed 10,000 tears
I fight for you and you say I don't care
Go blind for you and you say I don't see
Die for you and you'd say I weren't there

(And I don't need to say a word
Thinking about you all the time
I never meant to break your heart
I'm thinking 'bout you all the time)

These are the nights where I sit on my own
Whiskey glass, ice cube, let me get in my zone
Like let me get my chakras in order
Darkness in my spirit and my mind got me feeling alone
Can you hear me from the outside looking in?
Can you see the way it was and what it could've been?
Can you see it in my bloodshot eyes?
For the last time I'm not that guy
You've known me since before the hype
Before the buzz, before the lies, the broken trust
Way before the business tore us up
We were just tryna scrape change in the corner shop
And I was tryna make waves ended up on a mad one
Rainy grey days, every night was a sad one
Regret all or nothing 'bout the things that I have done
Family first, I'm a catholic grandson,but
Fool me twice and then never again
We were so tight but the stitching frayed
I know in dark times we are one and the same
So you can relate to the struggle and pain

Nights like these I could shed 10,000 tears
I fight for you and you say I don't care
Go blind for you and you say I don't see
I die for you and you'd say I weren't there

(And I don't need to say a word
Thinking about you all the time
I never meant to break your heart
I'm thinking 'bout you all the time)

How could I give reason to leave?
My baby the reason I breathe
Oh, I just weep and I weep
I ain't been able to sleep for a week
My memories of us are on replay
I bring that one back like a DJ
Try win this one back just ain't easy
Just give me one gal and I'm easy
Nuff gyal say they wan see me
She can see me pon the TV
Nuff gyal say they wan feed me
She don't wan feed me
She wan eat me
Them gyal are mad like really
Cah my gyal a bad like RiRi
I don't see them gyal, yeah, I'm Stevie
Blind, legally

Nights like these I could shed 10,000 tears
I fight for you and you say I don't care
Go blind for you and you say I don't see
Die for you and you'd say I weren't there

(And I don't need to say a word
Thinking about you all the time
I never meant to break your heart
I'm thinking 'bout you all the time)

(And do you think that's okay?
Do you think it's okay to play with my emotions?
You know I've got a good heart
You know I would do anything for you
And you just, you play on that so much
And how do you appreciate it?
Do you think appreciating it is comparing me to Sonya all the time?
Every time you get a chance to compare me to this great girl that
A ghost from the past, some girl that you was in love with
Do you think that's appreciating me?)