Wasted

(专辑： November Dreams - 2019)

My mind, it goes (it goes)
To a place that nobody knows (knows)
Second-guess the things that I chose (I chose)
Ashamed of all the times that I froze
Didn't know what to do
I wish that I was there for you
I need some proof (some proof)
I lie in bed while searching for truth (for truth)
Sick and tired's just an excuse (excuse)
Sometime's I'm like man what's the use
Someone tell me what's the use
I wish that I knew the truth

Can't look in the mirror, I'm too scared to face it
Don't know what I want, so how could I chase it?
Looking back on life, I wish I could erase it
Too much getting wasted
I don't wanna waste it
No more

My love, it goes (it goes)
From the highest heights to deepest of lows (lows)
Why we love, no one really knows (knows)
I just hope my heart doesn't close
Every time I open up
I just end up closing up
It's like I'm stuck in a nightmare where I can't run far
Driven by fear, I'ma give that shit one-star (one-star)
And the problem's with me 'cause I was too blind to see really who my day ones are (ones are)
Yeah, and I was jaded like Will's wife
Don't want fake friends when you tryna live real life
Don't wanna wake up not sober
One day, just to realize all I ever did in life was get older

Can't look in the mirror, I'm too scared to face it (Yeah)
Don't know what I want, so how could I chase it?
Looking back on life, I wish I could erase it
Too much getting wasted
I don't wanna waste it
No more

Sometime's being imaginative costs
The question is how many of us are
Willing to bear the costs of being different
Of being imaginative
Asking tougher questions