Envy

(专辑： Roses - 2017)

Oh oh oh

Can you come find me?
I've lost a lot of love
I've lost a lot of trust
Why do they take advantage
This cut is too deep for a bandage
I know you've got the first aid handy
I just think that I need you badly

Oh, oh

People tryna get me
Things always get messy
No one's here to help me
They all tryna end me
If I ever say no
They gon try to end me
They can never end me
They just [?] envy
These [?] ain't so friendly
They been tryna text me
Messages all left seen
Cause you never text me
Now even you envy me
Maybe baby endlessly
You are supposed to be my girl
You are forever hating me
Why they always hating me
Why they always envy me
I'm starting to envy me
Why they tryna end my stream
Everyone's an enemy
Enemy

Okay let's get it straight
No one's out here is really safe
Your secrets girl I'll keep them safe
I don't owe you shit anyways
I don't have to if I don't want to
And I'm here without you
My winter was the coldest
Only because of you, you
How you did me
I should do you
Break your heart too
Never trust you
All I ever did was try to love you

Oh, oh

Know this isn't easy
Loving you was easy
Leaving you just killed me
I ain't running back now
I will never back down
You can watch me lash out
I will never back out
Right before I break down
Imma break everybody else before I break down
Imma kill a lot of y'all off on my way down
You can never end me cause from here there is no way out
No there is no way out

Now even you envy me
Maybe baby endlessly
You are supposed to be my girl
You are forever hating me
Why they always hating me
Why they always envy me
I'm starting to envy me
Why they tryna end my stream
Everyone's an enemy
Enemy

I used to listen to you
Now I never listen to you
Too busy breaking these hearts
I'm too busy to be missing you
Always touching with the one
How I'm so glad it isn't you
You're no different than the ones that broke me
Of course I'll be dissing you
You only go with
Break me baby
Girl this shit isn't you
You started something that you couldn't keep going which isn't you
I'm the one who runs away
This time I'm not running after you
This time it's your running away
This time the fall is because of you

People tryna get me
Things always get messy
No one's here to help me
They all tryna end me
If I ever say no
They gon try to end me
They can never end me
Now even you envy me
I'm starting to envy me
Why they tryna end my stream
Everyone's an enemy
Enemy