Take It Hard

(专辑： Tabloid Truth - 2012)

You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
And I can't find you

I feel like my heart is gone
And every night I wish you that could feel this pain all over
Every moment after this
I'm new to all sensations of pleasure and recreation
Doing anything for some sedation starting pacing
And stress is starting to show up in my body
Losing weight
Losing sleep
Losing sanity
Somebody tell me how to deal with this
I've tried it all
I've cried it all
Until I couldn't cry at all
Babe you have no idea
Cause everybody has expectations of how long they think
Your pain is suppose to last
Fool, they're saying you should get back off the pine
Force to smile like everything is fine
Life is getting easier with time
I'm lying to myself and I'm stubborn to admit it
Cause everyday it gets a little harder to forget it
And every second hurts
It's only getting worse
Your momma' say I need to go to church
But it's too hard

You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
And I can't find you

I swear I never meant to hurt nobody when I started this
I wish I could go back in time and not play any part of this
Cause now my family broken hearted
It's too hard to swallow this
Pill that I feel made of steel

What's harder is I'm wrong
And I feel the guilt lying in this bed of nails that I know I built
Trying to escape but I'm trapped inside this cage
And this cage is on the stage
So I can see my pain
But I'm still way too ashamed
I'll take a plane
I'm running away
I'm packing my bags
I'm leaving today
You can try to stop me but I've made up my mind
It seems its constantly changing
I'm constantly changing
And ain't nobody facing what I'm facing
So I'm racing but I don't know what I chasing
But I'm running strong
But before I'm gone
I stop inside the moment just to find someone that told me
Because when it's gone
It's gone
It's gone
And it's too hard

You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
And I can't find you

Ain't no way to change it face it
Look it in the face and tell it I ain't about to let you affect me
Wreck me
You promised you said you would protect me
So even when it seems like you can't fight
I know that it's always gonna be alright
Cause life is many mountains
And valleys are all around so go ahead and win it, win it

You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Don't go so far away
And I can't find you